If you follow this blog consistently, then you’re aware that I’ve seemingly stopped caring about posting regularly despite me saying I will.
The honest truth is that I am not going to post regularly, for now. My previous promise to do so was fueled with fear and desperation to earn your forgiveness and love.
Now that the energy of fear and desperation as dissipated, I am clear that I am not ready to put my time and energy back into the blog yet.
I am not clear on what I’m waiting for to “be ready”, but that’s something for me to go through and for you to wait and hear about at some later date.
Could be tomorrow. Could be a month from now.
Point is, I’m officially taking a leave of absence from this blog in hopes of discovering a suitable purpose for it other than instilling discipline in my Self.
Cause I’m not interested or inspired to learn and develop the muscle of discipline/integrity through writing blog posts.
I’m more interested in using the blog post to express myself and create a positive impact for others in the process.
So yea!
Thanks for reading and for your support.
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I am 100% here for those of you that WANT more. Thing is, I feel that currently the audience is either too small, or the demand for these blog posts is not enough to justify the time and energy I put into.
And as I type that, I am brought back to the original perspective that helped fuel my desire to post daily, which is this: I am writing blog posts daily to serve FUTURE readers, and to create a massive archive of content for future readers, not for the daily reader or the daily view.
With that, I’ll stand firm with my statement which is I am officially taking a leave of absence until I am CRYSTAL fuckin clear on the purpose this blog serves and the time and energy I am committed to fulfilling that purpose.
Until then, PEACE!
